Can the words ever express what you really want them to express?

Can the words ever express what you really want them to express?  Like, is it possible?

Can one person insofaras experience a sequence of moments, which is of course ultimately just one fluid expression of life, & find a sequential array of words that provide the secondary reader with an experience that has the greatest potential for a translation of feeling & emotion that moves the soul & creates the opportunity for transformation of the entire being?

Does that make sense?  Do these words adequately express what I’m really trying to say?  Not quite, maybe, never quite.  I tried really hard just now; no joke, that sentence took 10 minutes!  Was it worth it?  Or can this thing be done a bit more efficiently?  A time & a place, right?  Maybe some things are deserving of more attention than others, or maybe everything deserves the same?  Maybe it all deserves the same potential focus, & I shall flow how I flow.  Because I don’t have enough words or time to write about everything I want to, or do I?  Do I already have all the words?  Do I already have all the time?  Is it always available to tap into?  Okay okay, so maybe I have it all, so lets go forth and take that in as a secured understanding of the world in this moment so I can potentially explain something that makes sense!  Maybe before writing I should just outline a few points about existence that I will agree to be true with my self, use that as a launch point for all proceeding thoughts & happenings, & go from there!  That way, I can write under these so called ‘writing principles’ & actually be able to talk about something without getting caught up in a mind fuck!

Because every time I write or say some thing I can provide counter after counter of side-noted arguments with my self that help with the clarity of the statements.  But when ya start swirling down the spiral you can’t really just get out, its a continuum, so the starting focus point is completely in the past, but at the same time it serves as a co-creator of what is happening now, so  its essence isn’t entirely lost after all!

Ahh, I just did it again!  So what was the point of all of this?  I’m not sure.  I can go back & look, but that would spoil the flow.  I guess you can look;  I’ll have to wait until the end of this page.  I mean I don’t have to, but I want to be integrous with my self so I’m going to.  Okay!  So, my mutual writer’s agreement with my self:

UnoThe arrangements of words will attempt to represent experience, but will always fall short, & that’s okay, because it’s a fun game to play. 

DosLife is a dancing energy exchange between everything, all of which is vibrating at a frequency. 

TresLove is the most powerful force in the universe, & we are all it

QuatroEverything is connected; we are one

CincoWe are all the creators of the present expression of life, which is where heaven is, happening now, always happening now, where everything is always & will always happen. 

I will proceed in leaving the next 8 pages blank to further explain – going to work in the garden now.  12/4

Welcome to paradise, you have arrived!

Welcome to paradise, you have arrived!  You made it.  You’re here now. 

How does it feel?  What’re you going to do?  Months of anticipating the great escape, all the vacation days on the table, the coin jars filled up, & now they’re empty again, but it’s all worth it, because you finally made it to paradise.  You earned it.  All of the long, exhausting days – stressin’ out ’bout this & that – dealin’ with some bullllshyt, but it don’t matter now because you’re here now, in paradise, ready to do the paradise thing!  Ya had plenty of time to think about what this would be like, did it meet your expectations?  Does it all…match up?

Does it give you that paradise feeling?  Maybe you can find it at happy hour.  Oo oo!  How about in the 2 for $30 discount souvenir t-shirt rack?  Yes.  Yes.  In the rack, deep in the discount t-shirt rack, lies the paradise feeling.  Ahh nah nah, if its not there find ya-self to a cup of fruity, slushy, icy paradise in a cup.

Buttt if the suns not out (which it is not) & the skies are gray (which they are) feel free to overindulge in, well, absolutely anything you’d like; the sushi restaurants will only be around for a few more years, maybe check those out.  No sun, gloomy skies, chill breeze, anyone ready to swim?!  Ya just might see a few fish; they will only be around for a few more years, maybe check them out.  You spent all that $ to be here in paradise, how ya feelin’?  Happy with the vacation rental?  There must be a few nice pictures to show your friends back home taken by now, can I see?  The sun sets a lot sooner now that its the ‘winter’ – did you get up early enough in the morning to get everything done?  Ya can always try again tomorrow…unless of course it is time to fly back home already – away from paradise.  Gotta do, do, do, do!  Nothing has changed – it’s all the same really – a need to feed our minds with things, keeping us busy, keeping our focus out-side.  You’re good.  Just keep moving.  And when the sun goes down, or ya find yourself bored or uncomfortable in a moment with nothing to do, you know what to do, just go virtual!

There it is, you got it.  Nothing can stop you now – keep the riddem steady.  Keep the distractions plenty, & you’ll never have to deal with yo-SELF!  It just won’t be necessary.  There ya go – onward! 

Alright, you got it now.  You made it to paradise, you’re keeping yourself busy, you’re following all the advice everyone gave you, using up only ‘the good’ coupons.  Can you feel it?  Ya find that paradise feeling?  Even just a taste?  Okay, I know.  At the end of the rainbow…you know the story, that’s where it is.  If only you saw a rainbow, you would know the paradise feeling.  Maybe next time, maybe next year, when you have another shot at this feeling good thing.  Save some $ & fly to the Bahamas.

Paradise might be much closer than you think; you might already be there; close your eyes & experience your paradise mind.  11/27

It’s the same scene over & over again, & it never gets old.

It’s the same scene over & over again, & it never gets old.  Family of 4 with one expecting, mozy through the morning; the kids are drawn to the cats, so they stop to enjoy the moment of pause.  Momma takes a rest on the bench – back hurts.  The overzealous, significantly well off 50-60 some-on aged man tells an exceedingly long story at the community tables as two total stranger groups make vacation friends.  It just keeps going & going & going…& then he will start to talk about money, for sure. There it is!  ‘Deal, investor.’  Usher in the personal accolades & success stories…mhm, just like every.single.time.  A couple Australians fill the air with their sweet symphony of a voice, & seemingly make everyone smile by just being Australian.  I wonder if Americans can do this too abroad.  Woah…who is that?  Those eyes…that glare, that face.

A moment of love, strikes the soul; sometimes that’s all it has to be to finish the karmic expression.

What it really comes down to is the backpack; it’s all about the backpack.  The Asians wander around with colorful hairdos taking seemingly excessive photos of the most banal shit.  I love it – never gets old.  And where is the eccentric personality…I know she’s floating around here somewhere.  Yes sah!  Bird on the shoulder, walking into the health foods store.  Fuckin right.  The pregnant momma – check.  Teens interacting with their phones – check, & everyone else for that matter.  Someone who looks like someone I know, & I just happen to stare for too long.  Oops.  A couple vacationers jogging down the street enjoying the opportunity to run in warm weather.  I wonder how many people I will make eye contact with as they walk up the ramp into the coffee shop?  I think I’ve already had 3 or 4.  Ah yes, father & son tossing the football, a couple bike riders, & the group of all-time friends storm into the scene.  This shit is wild bruh!

My stomach is realizing it must be fed; the avocados weren’t ripe & I’m on a budget.

So yeah, just push through & you’ll be okay for a few hours.  There’s no way that seat remains open for more than 10 seconds…Yes sah, this dood is still talking.  Its been like half an hour bruh!  I bet he’s talking to a woman…yup, he is. Silly, silly, silly!  Such silliness.  Yup, there it is, a couple Hawaiians in the back of a Toyota truck, right on time.  Bruh has such a killer stash.

A little ganja, a hot cup of coffee, & everything else just falls into place, in a predictably unpredictable way.

A couple backpackers, a little bit of grunge.  I’m not so interested in being really clean. I guess I’ve never been.  Not everyone wears shoes.  ‘My momma always said you can tell a lot about someone by their shoes, where they go, where they been.  I remember my very first pair of shoes.”  Yes sah, our special shoes, our feet.  11/21

Life has become so instant; we’ve become so accessible to everyone other than ourselves.

Life has become so instant; we’ve become so accessible to everyone other than ourselves.  Two moms talk, the phone rings of an outside interruption, the child see a kitty!  No one seems to care, except me, the child, & the kitty, & the Eeyore doll he is snuggling, to keep him comforted while his mom is filled with life’s futile distractions. Two boys, one red hair, one blonde, seemingly crawling up the double push stroller begging for her love & attention.  But what is rather important is the pixliated entertainment entrancing the two of them into virtual abyss.  Now its time to get down…he’s actually been quite patient.  Perhaps he was trained on how to be a child in her management system.  Mom!  Maaamm!  Maam!  Maauuoooom!  Yah know what, I’m going to drive my red toy car all over your head & face!  All while you continue to pay more attention to your shiny device than you are to me.  Waahhh!  ‘You need some help?’  No.  He doesn’t need your help, he needs your love.  He needs your response.  

We all have a responsibility to respond to all of life’s moments with our presence.

There is entertainment all around!  How can anyone be bored with life when there is a woman walking around in silver stilettos, pretending to smoke a cigarette, shoeing away the birds, slapping herself on the head with the palm of her hand!  With empathy & compassion, I am holding space within & around to understand your story. I might laugh & chuckle to myself a little, as you prance around the grass, because its really funny, but nah disrespect bruh!  There is a need to feel connected, loved, & supported.  We’re all a little weird anyways, & to what standard of weirdness we might be compared, none of it really matters.  Without inappropriate touching or gestures, we all need those people who might make us feel a little uncomfortable from time to time.

For it is in moments of uncomfortability in which we grow – at the crossroads of old & new ways of being, as we make small changes on our path to ascension.

‘Coors light, Hawaii’s most refreshing beer.’  Absurdity.  As I ponder the functionality of my brain’s learning capacity at age 28, I realize that there has never been a better time for knowledge acquisition.  Its not time to slow the engine down, its time to speed it up!  I have the opportunity, right now to learn anything of interest – hobbies, languages, skills, instruments – whatever it is!

We have to learn how to learn, in our own styleee.  The broad umbrella of the educational system does not cater to individual educational experiences.  We have to reclaim what is ours – to teach ourselves how to do whatever it is that we want to do, & not set up boundaries or limitations for ourselves, based out of fear of not having enough, or not being enough.

Live out your true existence & let everyone else see & experience!  This is what everyone wants – the true you.  Take every opportunity to shine.  11/17

It’s hard to think about what to write, so why think, & just write.

It’s hard to think about what to write, so why think, & just write.  Why think?  Because its fun.  Why think?  If you’re just going to fuck with yourself anyways.  Why think, & just do.  When ya think sometimes things get silly & when you don’t think sometimes things get silly.  So why think?  Because its fun, because its who we are.  Jah true essence can come through when the thought doesn’t behold you in your specially designed creation story.

The cup of coffee doesn’t have to be sitting on the wooden table if you don’t want it to be; it can just as easily be sitting on the floor, or floating, it could be floating on its way to outer space, & maybe you’ll let it float away, & you will stay & share this news with the people.  The presence of magic in our lives has faded, at least our awareness of it has faded in recent times.  BUT THE RESURGENCE IS ON!

People are starting to notice things, people are starting to recognize the subtle signs of significance all around, & whether they are aware of it or not, they are being poked at by the one consciousness to come back into balance within one’s self, & with the Earth.  The messages are everywhere for you to see, & once you start seeing you will start believing, that there is something more than what IS.  

I don’t think I’m ever going to cut my hair again.  There is so much energy in the locks!  A goddess glows as the blonde locks flow.  My whole life my inner feminine nature has been trying to come into balance in my life; she has been yearning for creative expression.

A positive expression of the inner feminine will create a balance within that will allow for optimal expression of personal truths & gifts.  A life guided with the voice of the divine feminine will create peace. 

However, we see it everywhere – possession & ownership in domestic partnership – limiting one another’s personal gifts to come into fruition.  We cannot remain captive to our own insecurities & fears of losing, of not being loved, of not being loved.

We must stay grounded in what we have NOW – present love.

Love is happening now; we must stay with that!  We have to stay with it – it is the only place where we can love & be love.  There is no where else love can expression itself.  We make it so hard to love sometimes, & it doesn’t have to be; expressions of gratitude help.  Ya damn right they do, especially with the people with whom the love is alive.  That’s the place to be right there.  There might not be anything more stunning than a beautiful mother embracing the caress of her newborn child.  There is something, there is everything, about that which is magical.  And the magic is trying to come through both me & you.  Let the feeling take over & be an expression of the light source we are!  Let go – no fear.  Easier said for sure, for sure.  Breaking down to build back up.

The true essence of who you are is always there, waiting to be brought into consciousness awareness.

The subconscious is trying to communicate with you – enjoy the conversation.  11/12

When a banana loses its peel, its still a banana; when a peel leaves a banana, its still a peel.

When a banana loses its peel, its still a banana; when a peel leaves a banana, its still a peel.  And when the banana & peel are together seemingly as one functioning body as ‘banana,’ they are still able to identify as banana & peel.  Take any fruit really, & the story remains the same – peel & fruit are together but separate.  A balanced naturally occurring relationship that turns the sun’s energy into nutrients!

A glowing sliver of the sun for all to eat –  absolutely no discrimination.  The banana gives itself up for us time & time again!  THANK YOU BANANA!  Thank you so much.  So much gratitude to you, our banana friend. 

Really though, how many of your friends will give themselves up completely to you, in such a way that their existences in this manifest ceases to exist, & your existence is boosted by their departure upon your consumption of their energy!?  The banana is my best friend right now, at this moment.  It has all the love & compassion I need to start my day.  And what’s so great about banana!?  That they usually come in bunches of banana friends, so when you need more of that delicious sun-sourced energy, all ya gotta do is reach for the bunch, give thanks for its existence & support for you on your journey, and eat that shit!  Right to your face.  So much banana love; so much fruit love; so much vegetable love.  All the love we will ever need coming straight from the sun, out of the ground, & into your mouth, BECOMING YOU.  Bam. So simple.

Sun –> Soil/Plant –> YOU.  That’s the connection.  That’s it right there.

Ain’t much more to it.  And if one chooses to eat the plants, they therefore become the sun, the light, & they will shine.  Literally, shine, glow, radiate.  Living food produces living people.  But when we consume dead food, we’re a bit less shiny, & less filled with light & love.  We can cultivate love within ourselves simply by eating the direct manifestations of the sun – the plants.  Yah see…the Earth emits a frequency, & so does the plants & so do you, & so does EVERYTHING.

I think I just changed the way I write my ‘y’s.  Its amazing one can go one’s whole life writing ‘y’s a particular way, & then all of a sudden, one day, in an instant, EVERYTHING changes!  And one lives life in this new way, incorporating a more efficient & fluid way to write ‘y’s, & it will never, ever be the same. 

Anyways, the Earth is Ascending.

There it is, the cat is out of the bag.  Amazing.  But most of us aren’t ascending with her.  On the basis that we are all energy, that everything is energy, & under the assumption that their is a unified global consciousness of all things, there must be direct effects on the masses as the Earth continues to ascend, thus increasing its emitted frequency, & as we attempt to keep up the pace we increase our own frequency, & ascend with Mother Earth – also know as the process of being in-the-flow.  But most of us aren’t aware of such.  I am just recently becoming aware myself, hence why I am writing about such in this current flow of consciousness.  IT IS IN THE FIELD.  If its in my field than it is in someone else’s field.

The words that I am able to transmute are in direct relationship to my relationship to the Earth frequency as we continue to ascend.  The words I emit & how they jumble themselves together is simply a gathering of vibrations (measured in a frequency) that have manifested themselves in accordance to the vibration I emit.  As I ascend the words represent information necessary for guidance during the process.  All of the information we need to ascend is available to us.   If we receive guidance from the source, we must share.  There are no copywrites on divine information. 

A reluctance to increase our emitted frequency as the Earth ascends will result in continued stress, anxiety, worry, & disease.  We can vibrate like the sun if we want to.  The most direct way to increase one’s frequency is to ingest the very food that grows directly out of the already ascending Earth soil.

The plants perform the most amazing form of alchemy, as they transform the sun light into an edible version so we can eat the sun, increase our frequency, ascend with the Earth, & be in complete harmony as our frequencies come into alignment with the Earth’s frequency, making beautiful music for all to dance to.

We are literally coming into a musical harmony with Mother Earth.  As a whole species we are currently just a bit out of tune with her.

Together, as individuals, we must help  one another raise our frequencies to become in alignment with Mother Earth so we can ascend together into light, pure light.

Remember the banana – separate but one.  The relationship with your lover – separate but one.  The relationship with you & the earth – separate but one.  We become stuck in this segmented version of reality where everything appears to be separate, but in REAL – ITY, everything is connected.  Sometimes knowing that everything is connected isn’t enough, one must truly feel that connection – to have real experiences that foster such a connection.  There are many ways to feel such an experience, one of my favorites is delivered though the psychedelic experience.

Our ancestors connected with spirit though the plant medicines, & it was through these medicines that they received the wisdom needed to live a life connected to the Earth, ourselves, & one another.

In us all we have a vision of ‘heaven,’ of the most beautiful existence imaginable.  We all have access to this vision because our ancestors lived in heaven, & it was right here on Earth.  Vibrating with Earth – together – emitting the love frequency.  Heaven is here.  11/11

We have become so disconnected to nature, in everything that we do.

We have become so disconnected to nature, in everything that we do.  The clothes we wear, what we eat, where we get what we eat – in giant boxes called buildings – what we say.  “I’m sorry I meant to text you.”  Our jobs, hobbies, interests – what we do when we have ‘free time,’ lest be associated with nature.  And if we ‘take the time’ to dip into nature during our free time, must we be sure to take many photos from our ‘experience’ so that one will be able to experience the moment over & over again simply by looking at it!  The power of photography; the power of the mind to completely distort the present experience from what it is.  The power that lies within all of us to change it.

A steady revision in all of our lives to make nature relevant for all of us in our day to day experiences will allow each of us to feel more connected to the whole.  Free yourself.  Lets all free ourselves.

The detachment between human & nature has and will continue to lead to absolute disaster.  A connection to ourselves will foster a connection with nature, & a connection to nature will foster a connection to ourselves.  It is all one – happening at the same time.  Man & Nature; Man in Nature becomes Man is Nature & Nature is Man; Man is Nature becomes Mannature!  

MANNATURE – the human, psychological understanding that man & nature are always part of the same process, that is of course always happening.  An awareness of such an experience by one will surely lead to a more spiritual life & more authentic smiles.

An emergence of Mannature in one’s life will reduce anxiety, stress, & disease, while creating peace, love, & presence in all that one experiences.  The come-on of Mannature flows at different speeds than others, & that is just fine, but to be aware of the process unfolding for oneself will allow one to further deepen the connection & increase the rate of integration.  It is actually possible for all of us to completely abandon our current lifestyles for one that, at its center & core, radiates a deep connection to nature?!  Absolutely, sure, why not?  Is that realistic for most people to fathom?  No, not at all.  I haven’t been able to completely do that just yet, & I may never, but as the process unfolds I am aware of my development, & it feels damn good as I let go into Mannature, pronounced Man-na-ture.  “I just need to be real with myself.”   Well yah, the other choice is to be unreal – not the real – the opposite of real.  Its amazing how caught up we all get in our own minds, as we fight for control of our own lives with ourselves.  Of all the people we choose to pick our feuds with, we choose ourselves.  When one can let go of that battle, one can let go of everything.

Our desire to make everything perfect & control everything is at the root of our disconnection to nature, our selves, & our perpetual state of dis-ease in these bodies on our individual journies to death.

Such mundane-ness is at the core of human experience, with most direct human experiences of reality removed of their depth, energy, & spirit that is present.  The lack of awareness of this presence is the disconnection; Man & Nature doesn’t allow for the connection to be made, only Mannature can bring us closer to ourselves – eternal living peace – the one source.  10/28

So this is how the story flows…

So this is how the story flows…The people move, the birds fly, the trees sway, the plants grow, the water flows, the air blows, the oceans tide, the mountains stand high, the rain drops, the children play, the sun shines in the blue sky but the people still cry…& that’s okay, sometimes.

Smiles will always heal; there will always be a need for smiles. 

And thankfully we all have mouths!  But sometimes one will wake up in the morning time & just not have it, whatever it is, the vitality of one’s spirit just doesn’t seem to have enough to bring that smile forth.  Unfortunately, the majority of society main doesn’t recognize one’s inability to find a smile in the morning time a justifiable reason to return to balance & peace within one’s self before returning to the unempathetical mainstream work/eat/sleep, live for the weekends, disconnected mass audience, who are born into a fantastic amount of control mechanisms that will deprive one of the vital energy to have an authentic smile in the morning before heading to ‘work’ so one can pay the bills for the house & everything in the house while wearing a mask all day all while one plays a role, & one’s true, authentic self is never discovered, though it is always so close & so near, it never occurred to the individual that it is all just some giant facade to keep the people from connecting to the most real thing in this world – THEMSELVES!  And when the vacation days are gone, there’s no escaping; that sounds like a scary trap.  Its time for the people to free themselves, one by one, moment by moment; we can all start to return to the glory of the most beautiful, harmonic gathering of life force in the universe!  We simply cannot accept this current way as our predetermined reality of life.

A MASSIVE SHIFT IS HAPPENING!  And it will continue to happen.  A shift back to nature; the nature that we are.  A shift back to the land; the land in which we materialized from.  A shift back to love!  The eternal ever present force that fill us up with (in)spirit(ation) every single breath!  A shift from short breaths to deeper ones.  A shift from disconnection to connection, and a shift from fear to love.  And this love will flow throughout the community as we shift towards unity. 

A balance of the energies, male & female, within us all will allow for conversations & interactions sourced with patience, empathy, compassion, presence, eye contact, honesty, self integrity – absolutely divine & magical.  A shift to the present experience will allow people to realize what’s actually important in life, thus resulting in the dismantling of the time & money systems that continuously distort the present reality.  People will be healthy in their minds & in their bodies, everyone will have shiny eyes!  So many beautiful light beings, dancing in the streets, without shoes on.  Our feet need to touch the earth, so we can let the circuit be completed!  We will all come to a healthy balance regarding our relationships to the integration of technologies & fossil fuel consuming mechanisms.  A complete shift in our value systems regarding all sectors of society.  People won’t have sex anymore, they will only make love.  Our greatest responsibilities will always be in conversation with our well-being, & we will all have the opportunity to present our gifts to the world.  Borders will be dismantled by love & the people will share resources, knowledge, & information.  FOOD WILL GROW EVERYWHERE, & those who choose to become planters will be of the most value to community, their knowledge & methods of growing derived straight from the eternal source.  The ability to communicate directly with the land through the mind will allow farmers to create closed-loop systems that require absolutely zero outside fertility.

Education will no longer attempt to focus children on a linear path, but rather it will allow them to expand, keep their imaginations alive, & incorporate a divergent style of education that does not limit children to connecting with the infinite possibilities of life.   And the well-being of the educators will be of the highest priority.

A complete revert to LO-CAL EVERYTHING.  

People will walk more, have healthier hearts, talk more to people they don’t know, spend more time with their kids, have less kids.  The Earth will cleanse itself of all unneeded energy vibrations so that there will truly be peace & harmony on Earth.  We will trade & barter more as the money system continues its collapse, & everyone will realize their artist potential.  One’s career will not be based in personal gain, but rather its direct impact on the greater good of the one consciousness.  I can choose to fill myself with doubt & anxiety about the other possibilities that our minds sometimes revert to, or I CAN KNOW that this is how life is going to be.

If enough of us choose to know that life on Earth can be this peaceful, harmonious, & filled with love, then it will be, simple as that. 

All of our dream worlds might look slightly different, but the essence remains the same, the feeling is the same.  Feel that feeling, the one you feel when you close your eyes & dream about the most beautiful world ever, & know that it will happen.  We are all lights,  Lets all set the intention for a healthy earth; it will happen, & you will be here to enjoy it.  10/25

Look at one another in the eyes & realize that they too are doing the life thing – always doing it.

Look at one another in the eyes & realize that they too are doing the life thing – always doing it.  What an incredible common thread we all share.  What better link to have to thread us all together!? And we’re all living on the same Earth!  What better link to bring us together than the very ground we step on every morning when we wake up, & the very ground that supports us when we go to sleep?!  This is the life that WE created!  And it will always be the life that we create.  WOW, I can’t imagine a much more beautiful day!  And the shadows in the fall…& the shadows in us all…They are quite the expression of all life.

We must love our shadows, build relationships with them, give ’em a big ole hug, & say Hey!  I love you, because you are me, & I am you

And to do this, how?  There really aren’t any directions, as though many will provide one with all the options one could ever need!  Listen, & craft your own plan that is true to you.  What is subject relativity anyways?

Futile efforts result in futile results.  Love efforts result in love results.

The sun is always shining bright, ya just have to know that its there!  The Beach Boys are playing – leg kicks in full swing!  Its all significant, all of value, because it IS.  There’s no better time to be alive than right NOW.  Its when everything is happening – nothing better, always & forever.  Amazing how the words change, but the message remains the same.  Then why keep writing, if its all already been said?  Or has it not?

The power & truth of our personal experience is the feeling, its the emotion, its the vibration, its da riddem, its jah Love.  The words re-arrange but the essence remains. 

The presentation of it all is quite beautiful, eh?  Yes SAH!  Art certainly plays a part.  How much of me are these words?  How much credit do I deserve?  My styleee of living, which I am sure that I had some conscious play in choosing has resulted in this opportunity for expression.

But at the moment of expression, at the creative letgo, whom is it that speaks?  Is it me?  Or is it Me?  Maybe its both – perhaps its all the same. 

Love cannot be put into a contract. 

Marriage does not lock love in, nor does it solidify itself into a foreverness.  Marriage of ones’ hearts is beyond any social contract one could sign into existence!  Just like the money game, the marriage game aims to grab our fears of not having!  Lock our fears away into a semi-binding agreement & that a piece of ordinary paper has a perceived value so we can launch our daily core from & tread on with this life that lacks the real love & wealth that we all need!  Be weary of anytime a signature is needed.  10/21

The rainbow spiral disappears into the distance forever & ever – forever & happening right now.

The rainbow spiral disappears into the distance forever & ever, forever & happening right now.  I can see it with my eyes & at the same time feel it with my body.  To be able to be removed from the moment, suspended as an observer, but at the same time having the absolute most direct first person experience imaginable – to see the spiral & at the same time be the spiral, happening all the time.  Now that’s the place to be right there!  Right where you are.  To be able to let go & fall in love, & at the same time completely let that love go, with no attachment or sense of possession.  Wow – and its possible!  It is possible to have your cake & eat it too.

We can love, be love, do everything we love, be where we love, love all that we be, not worry about a thing, forget about the $ & fall into the love & warmth of this planet & universe without fear knowing that you aren’t going anywhere, & that you’ll be apart of this whole life thing forever!

Its absolutely possible, & YOU can do it.  You just have to do it.  That dream existence you play with in your mind from time to time – let it go & feel with it deep in your bones, flowing through your body…bathe in that shit, swim in it all day long.  Know that its there for you to tap into & create.  The creation story is happening all the time – the dream is unfolding, as long as YOU keep it ALIVE!  To keep it alive, just like a plant, or a human, or a cat, you have to nourish it.  You have to play with it, nurture it, feed it, love it, be with it, picture it, be in its presence – be its presence!  Be a witness to it matriculate & seep into your life – slowly exposing itself to you, sort of like a game of hide & seek.  Yah see, your DREAM life – existence, love, house, inner peace, job, location, friends – all of it! – is already here.  Your dream is always here, waiting for you to notice it.  As you become a witness to those attributes of your dream, your recognition of them will make the dreams more real – will make the dreams stronger.  Give it more love & attention, FEED IT, & it will feed you.  Yah see, there is a conversation happening all the time, between us & the Other – call it whatever the fuck you want to call it.  It really does not matter.  Just know that we are all apart of the conversation, & we always will be.  We gotta tune in, listen up, & respond!  Its a conversation, a CON-VER-SAT-ION, & for that to actually be the case, we have to respond!  We have to become aware that this conversation is always happening.  Use your voice, heart, & any other means of communication that you prefer, & become aware of your place in the conversation.  I hear a lot these days about ‘setting the intention.’  This too is very important.

For our dreams to become our reality, the intentional conversation must come from a place of love & compassion.  And when your dream is lined up with your truths & your gifts, then what you need is what the universe needs, & it most certainly will become the flow of your reality. 

The beauty of your existence is a reflection of the purity in your mind, & the beauty of your heart.  The people you choose to surround yourself with are an extension of your soul.

The reflections are all around!  You feed them, & they feed you.  It is possible to feel the connection between everything around us, & to feel at one with the happenings of life.  I know because it is happening to me – right now!  I have become aware.  The trees glow in a way that they have never done before, almost like they are emanating their own light!  And the people!  The people are doing it too – shiny people with glowing auras, reflecting love all around the land.  And the food!  Glowing little sun-filled fruits & veggies, fueling our sun-filled bodies.  Maybe the sun is actually just a reflection of us?  Perhaps the sun & everything here on Earth are having a love/light reflecting conversation!?  One feeding the other(s) with everything it needs for sustenance.

It is possible to flow through life like water, ebbing & flowing with the eternal present experience – being totally with it.  This life does not have to be so hard; we make it quite difficult sometimes.  We do it to ourselves, but it doesn’t have to be that way.  We can choose differently. 

The rain water doesn’t have to only get us wet.  It is possible to be completely at peace with all of the moments – to be stable & sound in our minds & hearts through all of it.  The dream is always alive; it just might be sleeping.  If so, then wake it up!  Wake up your dreams, know them, be them, love them, & enjoy them.  Heaven is happening right now, here it is.  HERE IT IS!  HERE YOU ARE!  With your paradise mind – your dream, in a constant process, is always happening.  So now what?  Simply give thanks & enjoy!  All of this is possible.  All of everything you think about is possible!  All of it is possible.

WE ARE THE CREATORS!  This is the creation story, & its always happening – no beginning, no end, like a rainbow spiral, always happening, forever & forever, with all the colors, looking beautiful as ever.  Give thanks that we have eyes to see!  Maybe they came from the fish, maybe we created them, maybe we are the fish 10/19