Can the words ever express what you really want them to express? Like, is it possible?
Can one person insofaras experience a sequence of moments, which is of course ultimately just one fluid expression of life, & find a sequential array of words that provide the secondary reader with an experience that has the greatest potential for a translation of feeling & emotion that moves the soul & creates the opportunity for transformation of the entire being?
Does that make sense? Do these words adequately express what I’m really trying to say? Not quite, maybe, never quite. I tried really hard just now; no joke, that sentence took 10 minutes! Was it worth it? Or can this thing be done a bit more efficiently? A time & a place, right? Maybe some things are deserving of more attention than others, or maybe everything deserves the same? Maybe it all deserves the same potential focus, & I shall flow how I flow. Because I don’t have enough words or time to write about everything I want to, or do I? Do I already have all the words? Do I already have all the time? Is it always available to tap into? Okay okay, so maybe I have it all, so lets go forth and take that in as a secured understanding of the world in this moment so I can potentially explain something that makes sense! Maybe before writing I should just outline a few points about existence that I will agree to be true with my self, use that as a launch point for all proceeding thoughts & happenings, & go from there! That way, I can write under these so called ‘writing principles’ & actually be able to talk about something without getting caught up in a mind fuck!
Because every time I write or say some thing I can provide counter after counter of side-noted arguments with my self that help with the clarity of the statements. But when ya start swirling down the spiral you can’t really just get out, its a continuum, so the starting focus point is completely in the past, but at the same time it serves as a co-creator of what is happening now, so its essence isn’t entirely lost after all!
Ahh, I just did it again! So what was the point of all of this? I’m not sure. I can go back & look, but that would spoil the flow. I guess you can look; I’ll have to wait until the end of this page. I mean I don’t have to, but I want to be integrous with my self so I’m going to. Okay! So, my mutual writer’s agreement with my self:
Uno. The arrangements of words will attempt to represent experience, but will always fall short, & that’s okay, because it’s a fun game to play.
Dos. Life is a dancing energy exchange between everything, all of which is vibrating at a frequency.
Tres. Love is the most powerful force in the universe, & we are all it.
Quatro. Everything is connected; we are one.
Cinco. We are all the creators of the present expression of life, which is where heaven is, happening now, always happening now, where everything is always & will always happen.
I will proceed in leaving the next 8 pages blank to further explain – going to work in the garden now. 12/4